Sharing My Life Thursday

So today was just another day at work. Tomorrow I have to go to the eye doctor to get an injection in my left eye. I have what is called wet macular degeneration. My eyes have been bad all my life, and now as I get older, they are getting worse. But that is not why I am here posting again. I want to share a video on YouTube for a song I created using SunoAI. I wrote a song and used SunoAI for the music and singer for a YouTube channel called Fearfully Created. I am unable to get a hold of her to share it with her. I want to just share it with her to see if she likes it and wants the song. I hold the copyrights, but I want to give it to her for her channel. But I am unable to reach her. She has a large amount of subscribers, and she doesn’t reply to her comments. She may not even be the one who reads her comments and replies. I really don’t know. But she won’t reply to any of my comments. I left several comments on different videos, but she won’t even acknowledge me. I even sent her a gift in a box last summer. I wanted to give her some things, but I never got a reply or acknowledgment that she got the box. But I did see it in the background of one of her videos. She was giving things to a church to have a yard sale, and I saw the box full of stuff. I don’t know if it had any of the things in it that I put in the box but I do know it took her a month to retrieve it from the post office. I guess those big channels are too busy for the small people out here that like to watch her videos.

As of today, I only have 133 subscribers. I want to be monetized, but I hope I don’t get to big to where I can’t reply to read my comments. YouTube is a personal place. We are sharing our lives with each other. I know it maybe hard to reply to everyone, but if you see one person making comments over and over again in different videos, you should at least give a thumbs up or something.

But all this being said, this is not the reason I am writing today. I did write another song for another YouTuber, and I reached out to her, and she liked the song. So I have put that song on my channel, and I hope you like it and will see if she is your cup of tea. Her channel name is Lisa Sharing Life Stories With You.

A Dance with a Stranger

 A Dance with a Stranger

 

The flashing lights danced on the checkered floor, pulsating with every beat of the music. The rhythm coursed through my body as though I was part of the song. People flickered like colored ghosts—red, blue, purple, white, yellow—disappearing into darkness when the beat stopped. A new pulse ignited an uproar, shaking the crowd into a frenzy. Bright dots shimmered and darted across the incandescent floor squares, chasing the pounding rhythm.

Making my way through the dance floor to our table, I caught sight of him sitting at a crowded table, talking but watching me. I smiled slightly and veered left to join my party. My newlywed husband of three months was dancing in the middle of a group of women, throwing 70s-style moves that no one uses anymore. I smirked at his foolishness, lifted my drink from the table, and took a long sip.

“What are you drinking?” a voice yelled over my shoulder. Turning, I saw the man from the table—pink lips under a finely trimmed mustache.

“Sex on the beach,” I said, cheeks burning as he turned and walked toward the bar. His gait had an effortless charm. When he returned, he handed me a drink and sat beside me.

“What’s this?” I asked.

“Sex on the beach,” he said with a grin. His dark brown eyes met mine, framed by slightly curly black hair. Before I could ask his name, he leaned closer. “Wanna dance?” he asked as the music shifted.

We hit the dance floor, the groove fast and exhilarating. There was no need for touching; our steps spoke louder. I had to look up to see his face. His mustache curved downward at the edges, and his chin, slightly pointy, was softened by a hint of stubble. His uniform—a pressed navy blue shirt and straight-legged pants adorned with shiny brass—hinted at his military rank. His eyes never left mine. As the music slowed, he took my hands, pulling me closer. The couples around us clung together, swaying to the soft melody.

What’s your name?” he finally asked.

“Carol,” I replied. “And yours?”

He tapped the name tag above his breast pocket. We danced until the music changed again, transitioning back to the high-energy beat. Time blurred as we moved together. 

When the night ended, he walked me back to my seat. My husband approached, kissed my cheek, and the man disappeared into the crowd without a word.

As we left, I couldn’t shake the feeling I’d met the man of my dreams—tall, dark, handsome, and in uniform. A stranger from out of town who, for one night, felt like destiny. 

The next day, my girlfriend told me he’d returned to the nightclub and asked about me. His name, etched on his uniform, stayed with me, unforgettable. But I never acted on my impulses. That moment faded, like the music, leaving only a bittersweet memory of what could have been.

A Picture is Worth a Thousand Memories

So if a picture is worth a thousand words memories,
 what does this picture say to you?

If I tell you this is my mom, would that make a difference?

If I tell you that the lady to left is my other mother, 
does that make a difference?

You may be wondering where this was taken?

Why did I take this picture? 
And,

What are they looking at? 
Well, to answer that question –

you will have to look at the next picture.

I am not sure why my mom is wearing that shirt 
with the scary smiley face but it really
 didn’t reflect her mood that day. 

It was a beautiful Saturday afternoon and 
the one thing she really loves is to listen to live music.

I remember every time a music event went on downtown, 
we were there.

We never spend lots of money paying for concerts. 
Maybe when Riverfest started 
in downtown Little Rock, 
we would pay the small fee but not no more. 

I believe Music should be Free.

On the left, is my husbands legs.
The local Fire Chief is on the drums.

My brother is sitting in a chair 
hiding behind the big speaker.

My brothers elementary school friend 
is standing up playing the guitar, and
our oldest biggest sister, 
that’s not related to us, 
is singing backup.

My brother has been singing for years now. 
I always knew he could sing. 

I remember that growing up, when you wanted to hear music, you got out those big 33 1/3 records to play on the turn table. 

The best thing about those turn tables is that if you wanted to replay a song or skip a song
 – it was as simple as lifting the arm that had a needle. 

And I also had to clean the needle with my fingers 
because it picked up dust from the room 
which made the song sound funny.
 I don’t know if there was a proper way 
to clean those pesky needles 
but I knew if blowing on it did not work then 
using my fingers to clean it always worked. 

I believe the song was a song by Neil Sedaka


I would replay this song over and over and we sang and sang.
 I do believe we wore the record out. 
At least that is what I think since I can’t find it.


One of the places we used to live was in 
a little chocolate house that sat right 
where this Donut Shop now sits. 
It is also my understanding that this 
Donut shop is now moving to downtown Sheridan 
where the Road Runner used to be
and before that – It was the Posey Motel, 
so it will be abandoned. 

I wonder if it will be for sale?
So now on to a much happier subject. 
We recently went to Home Depot and 
as I was looking at the plants. I found this. 
I’m not a mona but I am a lisa – 
so therefore I love it.
This is a beautiful flower but I still love Marigold’s.